An Open Letter to Trevor DeHart

Dear Trevor,

Your letter to your “Friends and Family,” published on multiple community social media sites, was the impetus for me to write this open letter to you. *By resigning suddenly, just four months shy of the end of your term, you were not good to your word and never responded to my request to meet with you despite multiple reasons for meeting.

You have been an enigma to me. Your words frequently sounded good, but your actions seldom matched your words. Despite writing to you numerous times while you were on the board, you never acknowledged that you had received or even read any of the emails I sent you. The last time I wrote to you, I requested a meeting, for you to listen to me, for me to listen to you. My letter mentioned several topics I wanted to discuss: 

• Finances. Specifically, your thoughts about who you believe is responsible for them and your understanding of what happened with Dr. Phillips.

• The Superintendent. How you understood the role of Dr. Steven Phillips, his contract, and the role and contract of the deputy superintendent. Also, I wanted to know why the board approved a deputy superintendent contract, something that is not normally their job. 

• Your intent in the August 13, 2024  board meeting:  A lot of what was said and asked about at that board meeting is deeply troubling to me. The disclosure that you reached out and spoke to two people on protected leave is the most serious from a legal perspective. I have agonized over whether to file a formal complaint about this incident. I have decided to hear you out and ask my questions before making that decision. 

Your response to my request to meet and talk was curt, but I was pleased you responded! Here is what you said: “This response is to let you know that I have received your email.  You have included many things for me to think about.  Once I have had time to consider your request I will respond.” 

Since you never did respond, instead quitting and posting a public letter, I have to assume this public letter is your response, so I shall respond in kind.

In 2008, I went back to work after mainly raising children for 15 years. I  worked part-time for NOCAP (Newberg Off-Campus Alternative Program). Over a period of years, my eyes were opened to a part of Newberg I didn’t know existed. 

God was working in my life. As the reality grew that here in Newberg there were many children growing up in poverty, or broken homes, or homes rocked by drug addiction, abandonment, mental health issues and death, many of my biases were exposed and challenged. God, like he always is, was good. Co-workers were patient with me. Students were patient with me. God was patient with me.  

My path with the Newberg School District was long and windy, but when I landed back at Catalyst (NOCAP renamed and in a beautiful new building-thank you Newberg!) in a job that used my Bachelor degree in sociology/social work, I had found both my passion and my calling. To quote Frederick Buechner about vocation, “The kind of work God usually calls you to is the kind of work (a) that you need most to do and (b) that the world most needs to have done.” I was doing meaningful work in my hometown with a diverse group of dedicated staff and students. 

Those who followed developments in the district noticed that when you won the board election in 2021 (against a life-long conservative Christian, who also felt called to serve on the school board)  you told people that big changes were coming. (The plan to fire Joe was already in place) For those of you who were paying close attention to the developments of the school board, you heard that Dave Brown, as the new chair said, “**Discovery has got to go.” We also heard Renee Powell regularly denigrate staff and spout that we were “indoctrinating” students. For those folks, it may not have been a surprise that I took a leave of absence, then resigned, so I could continue to speak truth and advocate for the students of the school district, specifically Catalyst.  

I was very prayerful, and honestly believe the Lord called me to Catalyst, and then called me to leave Catalyst to continue being a voice for the marginalized students in Newberg. I was to continue partnering with God’s love and God’s work in the world. 

Because of you firing, without cause, a skilled superintendent and your efforts to create school policies that would transform the environment into one that normalized and centered white nationalism and Christian nationalism, and making sure loyalists were in all positions, I was persecuted and my husband reassigned (sound familiar?).  

District office staff received personal death threats and other personal threats on an almost daily basis; threats that often stated support for Dave Brown and the board. ***Carey Martell, who Dave Brown described as “doing more for the school district than anyone,” mailed an entire glossy flyer (funded by ?) full of smears and lies about my husband to the entire school district population. 

Four community members, two of them teachers, were sued by four board members, including you. No, not one of them shared personal addresses or phone numbers of the four of you, or suggested that anyone harass you. They were desperately trying to figure out who you all would actually listen to. Your employers? Your pastors? In one case, a person was trying to get important information from a former team member to the appropriate person. Your suing actually seemed to be retaliation against the group of parents who sued the board for acting illegally.  

Note: You lost your lawsuits, they won theirs. 

Back to me and other staff members–losing our main income and the constant physical and financial threats created a tremendous amount of stress for me, my family, and a large number of school district staff. The staff members you sued left the district. The community members you sued left our community. 

I am a strong woman who has no illusions that following God will be easy. Yet still, it was disheartening that my husband and I had to be subjected to such hatred. When you first started working with the new board, I was alarmed at how Renee Powell still spoke words of absolute certainty and shame to her fellow board members. You didn’t speak much, but sometimes when you spoke, it sounded good. 

Your actions seldom matched your words however.  Your votes were always in support of Renee and Dr. Phillips, even when things like that sweetheart deal contract that NEVER should have happened in the first place were on the table. During that process, you used a manipulative form of dehumanization as an analogy, saying the board was “holding a gun” to Phillips’ head. I think this was pure projection as Dave Brown and the rest of his board, including you, held the school district hostage with a completely hidden, sweetheart of a contract for Phillips. There was a stunning amount of lies and manipulation when that contract was brought to the light.

Still, after Renee moved, I was hopeful your sense of calling to the district and desire for good for the district, combined with the obvious effort every board member made to include you and treat you respectfully, would result in good for the district.  We all watched as the district’s severe budget problems came to light. I hoped you would finally lay blame in the right place. After all, it is critical for school districts that the superintendent oversee the budget correctly.  

Instead, I witnessed you blame anyone but Phillips and subsequently witnessed a lot of manipulation from you. To say your words and your body language/tone/voting did not match is an understatement. You spoke what I sincerely believe to be lies about the former chair of the school board, even though you should have known by then that Phillips would do anything, including lying, to save his own skin. You claim that you have witnessed “a high degree of dishonesty and manipulation, resulting in good people’s lives being turned upside down and their careers and reputations being destroyed”.  

Hear me—-Dr. Phillips brought that on himself. He was largely without honor in the budget crisis. There was plenty of evidence present prior to you hiring him to know that Dr. Phillips, despite fitting the political profile you were looking for, was not a skilled superintendent. You brought him to our district anyway. You brought a high degree of dishonesty and manipulation. It resulted in good people’s lives being turned upside down and their careers and reputations being destroyed long before Dr. Phillips failed to oversee the budget. 

When you resigned suddenly from the board, with no warning and no explanation, I figured the results of the investigation into Dr. Phillips were too painful. I was hopeful that the Lord, or one of his gifts, cognitive dissonance, had finally been acknowledged in your life.  But no. Instead I read a letter full of enough grievances and blame to mask any Spirit of God speaking or cognitive dissonance that might have been showing up. It makes no sense that you resigned four months before your term was over because of “negativity, false accusations and miscarriages of justices.” By your telling, those have been present since the beginning of your term. I’m sticking with this being the way to avoid the cognitive dissonance created by Dr. Phillips’ actions and the independent investigation.

I feel incredibly fortunate that I was hired by Forest Grove to work at their alternative program and my husband was hired by a small district in the opposite direction, where he is their amazing communications director and now oversees bond work as well. Like many other former district employees who were forced out of jobs or experienced RIFs because of budget cuts, we have found meaningful work far from our homes.  I look forward to becoming a new grandmother this year and many other things. I will be continuing to practice hope, to seek truth and justice, and to lean into joyful community. As my pastor said today when we gathered to worship, “We get to experience WITHNESS”— both with others and God. I have made long lasting and meaningful relationships because of these rocky years our school district has endured. ****I will never regret that.

God is great and His plans are perfect.

Elaine Koskela

Former employee of the Newberg School District

* “How many good people will be dissuaded from running if this garbage keeps up?” This statement, made by the person who posted your letter publicly, is another reason I was moved to write this open letter. I take heart in the fact that so many people in Newberg and Dundee are paying attention and have shown a willingness to hold our public officials accountable, even at great personal cost.  It’s another thing I will never regret; a whole lot of people were very interested in what was happening in our public schools and many, many people have stepped up. By all means, if you are a person who believes that public education is the best way of making sure we educate all our children, if you believe that all our children are worth educating, if you are passionate about working together with other passionate people, if you are willing to listen and learn, and speak your knowledge, and follow the rules, please get involved! You will find amazing people to work alongside. 

**Discovery is an amazing six-week program that is successfully used in many types of alternative schools to teach study skills, to allow new students to get to know each other and the school, and to learn the culture and structures of the school, including the main tenant that everyone is treated with dignity and respect. I don’t think Dave had a clue what Discovery was when he declared, waaaay out of his lane as board chair, that “Discovery has to go”. 

***I cannot make myself look up the exact quote, but the italics are quite close. 

****Using your format and occasionally your actual language to speak my truth is intentional.